Visit to the gynae

Hmm, I don't know why but everytime I visit the gynae, I get very nervous as the waiting time increases. Maybe it's because I'm afraid of what the scan would reveal, or what the doctor will say. I'm afraid it's something I would not want to hear. Or....I'm not sure if it's because of all the previous times I had visit the doctor, it's always not been good. Especially the regular visit to HPB for my back, the first thing that I would look at when I entered the room is the x-ray scan and I would try to interpret it myself.

I don't really like this heart-pounding, nervous feeling. Pray that it'll go away soon.