Any time now

It's pretty scary thinking it's anytime now. It's like I can feel the contractions can come any time now. Unknown. No heads up. And I need to observe from then on. 

As I rubbed my tummy, it's a surreal feeling that something, someone, is inside of me, and it's coming out soon. It feels just like yesterday that I was a little girl with all my quirky, naughty, mischievous ways. It feels like yesterday that I had a flat tummy. I never thought I would be able to carry this baby this far. I thought I wouldn't reach this far. I can't believe I'm entering a next stage of life and I will be taking on a new role.

It feels like any time now, I would be in labour, delivering. And I don't know how my delivery will be like. It feels scary and unknown.

Any time now. Even as I feel my tummy hardening.